Category Archives: Manic Depression

The nightmare I’m having every night

Posted on April 29, 2012 by Gabriel...

I’ve been having nightmares every night for the past two weeks. While I’m in a dead sleep I’ll sit up in bed, put my feet on the floor, and sit there while the nightmare plays out. In the nightmare I’m … Continue reading →

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What happened the week after my daughter died

Posted on April 20, 2012 by Gabriel...

First, thanks to everyone who left a comment here, or sent me an email. It helped to know there were people out there who understood what was going on, and how I was feeling. Because, honestly, there really wasn’t much … Continue reading →

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Still can’t hear but at least I’m not spam anymore

Posted on March 23, 2012 by Gabriel...

This has been one of the dumbest years of my life, and it’s only three months old. First: it’s too hot. It has basically been fifteen degrees hotter than it’s supposed to be, every day, for the past week. That’s … Continue reading →

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It’s a girl.

Posted on March 7, 2012 by Gabriel...

Thronged were the streets with people; and noisy groups at the house-doors Sat in the cheerful sun, and rejoiced and gossiped together, Every house was an inn, where all were welcomed and feasted; For with this simple people, who lived … Continue reading →

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I can hear the world again and it’s singing ‘happy birthday’

Posted on February 21, 2012 by Gabriel...

For the first time in more than three weeks I can hear the bathroom fan. Since January 25th I’ve been mostly deaf. The kind of deaf where, just to hear the TV, I had to turn the volume past 60. … Continue reading →

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Spending two weeks listening to my heart beating left me nearly insane

Posted on February 8, 2012 by Gabriel...

For the past ten days I’ve been suffering through an ear infection. Both ears. Until just a few days ago they were both completely closed. For the most part, I’ve been deaf. The only things I’ve heard for the past … Continue reading →

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